I am female who came to this strange land and do my best live as human being, not as animal, to search without stoping, how to live the best as mother, friend, a member of society. I believe I was not born this world to cook for the man, and must live tolerate the step out to the other woman other than wife, must subsurvient to husband, ignored my own needs. I donot know how to make kimchi, and cook. I belileve I can do all the things man can do, but admit man has strong muscles and able to left havey stuff. I am turn on man, not to woman. I was raised in the family of 3 boys and the only girl that I was boss. The Korean value is contrast with what I believe and who I am. I belong in US well, but I cryed very much right after I came US, go to ocean and cried and cried until I had my daughter, I was 23 years old. next year, I had my son, and I did not have time to think about Korea. I believe I lived very busy every day life, so I did not feel the needs to be with Korean people until I am getting old. I did not have to eat Korean food for a several years then, but now I eat everyday. I used to attend American church on and off, read and listend pastors. After I was over 50years, I made my mind to believe with all my heart and became Christian, live by golden rule as I can. Cont to next...